Am I a bad friend?
Today, I feel bad about myself. Maybe I shouldn’t say what I,ve said, but buddy trust me. I really do so because I was thinking that I need to make things right for you before anything goes wrong. And I’m sorry too if what I said might offended you, but truths are always hurt. I don’t want you to live in guilt or maybe a dream that might just look like happy ending for you but in the end, you lose everything. You might forget this, that I,ve promised to myself I will always be by your side no matter how hard the time is, whatever it takes me to do, or how bad I might end at last. Yeah, maybe what I,ve said jus now might seems like I went behind your back and stab you from behind. A friend should support his friend in anything he want to do. But a good friend, always want you to do right things. And that is the only reason why I ask you to do whatever we discussed just now. It was not that I’m trying to stop you from doing things you want to, but sometimes in the course, we tend to forget that someone might hurt of what we are doing. Life is about balance, you can’t get all things you want. What you have now, is what you done before. For things that belong to others, we have to respect that and not going after it. I believe in karma that what goes around comes around. She done it to you before and you know exactly what it feels like, so don’t let it happen again to someone else. You can make a change by doing little good thing and that made you a better person. I’m sorry for disagree on you this time because I know you are a good person and please, stay that way. It’s a test for you that maybe in future, god will grace you with a better person.This is all I wanna say, I’m indeed sorry for upsetting you but choices are in your hand, either you wanna make a good move, or either way. For what I know, I am still your best friend no matter how bad people perceived at you. Life is all about learning, n I hope you learned yours too. I never told you this, but I used to love this one person and I still have that feeling until now. What I do is just keep a thought in my mind that as long as that person live in me, it would be more than enough to make me happy. Sometimes happiness is just unseen, it is how you make them visible for yourself. That is how I deal with myself and you got to find one for yourself too. Please be happy for other reasons too, because she is not the only matter for you to live. Open all the doors and get yourself out there to explore wherever you never be at. Trust me, you’ll find your trueself there. Good day buddy!
Regards : Chuck
Duo
My duo picz taken during the MAP.
hot to go...me n sheeda
yani n me
el n me
syam n me
scandalous picz ever...afiq n me... :p
romantika of ima n me
dayana n me
din my roomie n me
intan me...relaxing
hosni n me
faten n her favourite artist...which is me :p
ke-on n me
ijad n me
extra trio pic - roomies of mine
elvino n me
I uploaded those picz just to share with my readers, of how much great times I had during that training programme. Well, it was not all about taking great picz, or posed for them, but it was much about how I mixed with them that finally I became very close to them. Yes it’s true that two weeks doesn’t really put me in a state of knowing every single thing about them, but more than enough to make us realize, that we need each other in our way to chase our dreams, and show how a lose tie tied into a nice knot. I love you guys!! Either you are in the picz, or not, all of you are always in my heart.
Regards : Chuck
Quickie
- I took hudds challenge, of not being a typical blogger…so instead of wrote “its been very long since i update my blog…” im straightforwardly say wat is going to be said.
- well, i jus finished my apprenticeship programme by sime darby at the palace.
- n now wat left is the 11-months balance of the on-field training…
- n following that, i was posted to jb at kempas edible oil.
- plz be informed that i was caught on fever rite now (DAMN!!!I hate it)
- berase mahu termuntah tatkala memilih gmbr utk di upload ke fb (click here to see it)
- n well, those pic is about all my great times during the programme (miss it)..
- i wud happy to say, my life is now more organized.
- i begin to think of my future, what shud i do, n wat i shudnt…
- currently i hav a balanced life…n by dat i meant of frenz, love, money,family n working soon.
- I,ve made another cupcake dis time it was for iman’s birthday
- I hav a few dates in my head now, n hopefully i wont forget them when the time is finally there…
- is again lack of baju baru, so shopping is a must thing to do now…weehhooo!!! but not in a wasted way
- my convocation day is 17th august 2009, so anybdy who wish to give me flowers, bears or any convocation token, u may do so during dat day, i’ll definitely be there…
- those whom i said are in my treat list…no worries, i wont forget dat…jus wait for the time huh…
- n finally, i love u….yeah u…n u…n u…n yeah…definitely YOU!!!
About
Sometimes I perceive myself as intolerance of many things. Not that I don’t have judgement towards people but this walkable statue just had too much in his life. I am a DAMN boring person, so don’t expect that you’ll be joyful whenever you are with me. And with that, I love of being who I am now, I enjoy what I am doing, and I appreciate everybody that only I want to. Before life is just about give and take, but now I neither give nor take, I’ll just look at it.
