I’m being single again…

Finally the truth was revealed

It is now official that I am no longer in a relationship

I am sad, I am mad

Hopefully things will be better for me soon

5 months and 19 days,

At least I lasted that long,

Giving all I have in me.

I’ve been a good partner,

and now we’ll see…

If I can be a good loner.

Am feeling upside down…

Not long enough after I am breathable, now I am suffocating back. The dissapearance does not mean that I was not around, but it was just that I am trying to find who are my trueself and what am I doing along my living days. Well, came out from the hidden, I learned that what have I done before only taught me even less. I tend to forget that people changed over few silly things, that no matter how hard I am pulling myself to get in, but that person always trying hard to push me out. At least that is how I feel at this particular time. I did not update, not because I don’t want to, but the emotion that dragged me out of the desire, it was so uncontrollable. Sometimes I am doing fine, but most of the time, I’m worse. I keep thinking for whatever wrongs  I have done, I didn’t chose for me to ended up that way. Everything that happened or going to, does have their own history, and the same thing goes to mine. Life is sacred, but truth are beneath the surface. See if you can see, or dig if you really cannot see, but just sit and do nothing if you really didn’t care. For me, I’ve tasted the most of my life, and if now is the time when the alarm is saying enough, then I will retreat myself in. There are no other thing to be argued of. I,ll be silent, and take it as a fate. Things are happen for good, and that is how I live now.

Look at that person. He gave you all his heart and love to you that even human are unthinkable of doing it. Before you say anything that he might already know, think of few things, just few things that if you can answer it, then he won’t be in your way anymore.

Think of how much do you love him before and now.

Think of songs that you gave him just to say how happy are you to be with him.

Think of how many good times you had with him.

Think of how far you will go before you lose him.

Think of what it takes to replace him with someone else.

Lastly,

Think of how would he live without you.

people made promises but promises are mend to be broken. It takes only a second before I dissapear in your glance. Imagine if you have only a minute, you might have lose me for sixty times already, and that is the exact reason why I wrote this, because I know that now not only a minute you think of me, not a single glance too I was in your head. Look at me in the eyes and say those words. I will hear, and I will go. Peacefully.

Thanks dear for the great time.

You’ve been such a good lover

- GOODBYE -